Saturday, March 14, 2009

love VAMPIRES





The myths and legends about vampires have been part of culture for centuries. What exactly are vampires? What is it about them that has made them so famous and immortalized in both the entertainment industry and everyday society? What is it about the concept of vampirism that has perked the interest of people from every walk of life for centuries? Vampires have been defined as human ghosts that are superstitiously believed to suck the blood of other humans. Such creatures are believed to prey on people while they sleep because, according to the lore, vampires sleep through the day and wake at night.

When most people hear the word "vampire", they typically imagine the vampires that have been portrayed in movies and books. In modern times, the idea of vampirism has all but disappeared, but every now and then, a movie or book is made that stirs up these images again. The most universal description of vampires consists of a dark haired fair skinned person. Typically in legends, these people will have two razor sharp fang-like teeth on each side of their ruby colored, blood stained mouths. The actor Bella Lugosi in the1931 film Dracula further embellished this image. In the film, Lugosi portrayed the title character, Dracula, as a dark and mysterious man who had smooth hair and "a cloak favored by Satan". What about this image has created such a fascination in the world with vampires? Where did the idea of the existence of vampires originate?



Friday, March 13, 2009

do you want to know about breaking dawn?


Breaking Dawn is the fourth novel in the Twilight Series by Stephenie Meyer. It is the last novel of the Twilight saga to be told from Bella Swan's perspective. Divided into three "books", or sections, the first and third books are told from the perspective of Bella Swan, and the second is told from that of Jacob Black. Breaking Dawn was released on August 2, 2008 with a special midnight release party in many bookstores.

The title, Breaking Dawn, is a reference to the beginning of Bella's life as a vampire. The cover is a metaphor for Bella's progression throughout the entire saga; she began as the physically weakest player on the board, the pawn, but ended up the strongest, the queen.

While the basic storyline stayed the same, Forever Dawn was narrated completely from Bella's point of view, the werewolves and Jacob were "only sketchily developed", Victoria and Laurent were both alive, and there was an epilogue.

Meyer goes on to say that she "may post some extras someday if I ever have time to go back through the Forever Dawn manuscript—it's just as long as Breaking Dawn. There are a couple of things that family members told me they particularly missed, so I would start there."

In regard to Renesmee's unique name, Meyer wrote that she "couldn't call her Jennifer or Ashley. What do you name the most unique baby in the world? I looked through a lot of baby name websites. Eventually I realized that there was no human name that was going to work for me, so I surrendered to necessity and made up my own.

Meyer decided on including the pregnancy in her story while she was researching vampires and came across the legend of the incubus, a demon who could father children.

Meyer states in regard to ending the series that:

"The Twilight Saga is really Bella's story, and this was the natural place for her story to wind up. She overcame the major obstacles in her path and fought her way to the place she wanted to be. I suppose I could try to prolong her story unnaturally, but it wouldn't be interesting enough to keep me writing. Stories need conflict, and the conflicts that are Bella-centric are resolved.

Breaking Dawn is split into three separate "books", or parts. The first part details Bella's marriage and honeymoon with Edward, which they spend on a private island off the coast of Brazil. Edward grants Bella's wish and makes love to her. Soon after, Bella realizes that she is pregnant. After contacting Carlisle, who confirms her pregnancy, she and Edward plan to return home. Edward, concerned for her well-being as the fetus develops with unnatural rapidity, urges her to get an abortion However, Bella wants to keep the child and so contacts Rosalie for support, knowing that Rosalie has always wanted children.

The second part of the novel is written from Jacob's point of view, and lasts throughout Bella's pregnancy and childbirth. The pack of werewolves, not knowing what danger the unborn child may pose, make plans to destroy it, even though they must kill Bella to do so. Jacob vehemently disagrees with this decision and revolts, leaving the pack to form his own with Seth and Leah Clearwater. Bella soon gives birth, but the baby breaks many of her bones and she loses massive amounts of blood. In order to save her life, Edward changes her into a vampire. Jacob, who was present for the birth, immediately "imprints" — an involuntary response in which a werewolf finds his soul mate — on Edward and Bella's newborn daughter, Renesmee.

The third section of Breaking Dawn shifts back to Bella's perspective, finding her changed into a vampire and enjoying her new life and abilities. However, the vampire Irina misidentifies Renesmee as an "immortal child", a child who has been turned into a vampire. The creation of "immortal children" was previously outlawed by the Volturi. After Irina presents her allegation to the Volturi, they plan to destroy Renesmee and the Cullens. In an attempt to save her, the Cullens gather vampires from around the world to stand as witnesses and prove to the Volturi that Renesmee is not an immortal child. Upon confronting the gathered Cullen allies and witnesses, the Volturi discover that they have been misinformed and immediately execute Irina for her mistake. However, they remain undecided on whether Renesmee should be viewed as a threat to the secret existence of vampires. At that time, Alice and Jasper, who had left prior to the confrontation, return with Nahuel, a 150-year-old vampire-human crossbreed like Renesmee. He demonstrates that the crossbreeds pose no threat, and the Volturi leave. Bella, Edward and Renesmee return to their home in peace.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

when you're GONE.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

when you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take



Do you see how much I need you right now?
[ when you're gone lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ]

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
mMm

all about KHA..

hi, im kharren hazel.. you can call me kha, khar, kharing, ren or anything you want as long as it's acceptable and pleasing to hear. im turning 18 this coming march 28. gOsh! im getting older every single day. well, im just somewhat an ordinary and simple girl. im quite sensitive. im introvert kind of person. i like reading books especially stephenie meyer's. i like eating so much especially chocolates. i hate frogs! so yuck! eeWw! i love my friends so much that i cant stand a day without them. i don't like being alone. i want to have companion all the time, even when i go to comfort room. i know it's funny and senseless, but it just me. im always like that. i detest being talked behind my back, it doesn't pleased me. i am fan of prison break now.. i am so much in love with the character of edward cullen in the twilight saga. he is really a perfect guy for me. :) im prideful. i don't just say sorry to someone who don't deserve it. im also pessimistic.. i am kind if you are kind to me.. now, i am busy reading breaking dawn by stephenie meyer. i love it so much! i cared how people talk about me, really. i don't like criticism. i hate being on stage, it activates the butterfly in my stomach. anything about performing that requires actions, speech and role playing..

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

SLEEPOVER..

last night was one of the best nights i have ever had. i slept at ben's boarding house. it was fun because it was my first time to have sleepover. ben and i chatted too much while watching prison break. we were screaming and laughing together as well as eating junkfoods. last night was very memorable experience for me.. i cannot completely elaborate more how happy i was. things were so light and easy that night. i slept late because i watched prison break. OMG! i was so happy last night that i forgot to brush my teeth. haha. actually, i was just scared to go outside because the light was already off.. and now, i am still sleepy! i don't have enough time to sleep. :)

Friday, February 27, 2009

REGRET

i really had a regret when i drunk liquor because my skin turned red and itchy. it makes me feel uncomfortable, my skin was so irritating because of the burning sensation i felt. i promise not to drink next time. i can no longer tolerate the pain. LIQUOR had a very bad effect in my body. i am a first timer so i think this side effect in my skin was natural, but still i regret. anyway, those liquor does not taste good. it's so bad knowing that my body was now intoxicated with these alcohol. it's a shit! my blood was no longer pure:( my gosh! every night i felt like weeping because of the itchiness i cannot tolerate and i really regret the first day i tasted alcohol.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

MY INSPIRATION..

my gosh! how i love this day.. i saw my inspiration today:) this is the first time i saw him dancing. his moves is killing me. i really admired him. he has everything i think. i considered him as a perfect creature of God.. you maybe find me so overacting whenever i see him, but that's how he affects me. i cannot impede myself from smiling and giggling when he is around. how i wish i am his GIRL.. it makes me jealous knowing that he has a girlfriend. :( well, that's life will always be. at least he knew me by name and by face. he is so pretty and cute! i caught my breath whenever he's around. his scent is like a drug to me like my own personal brand of heroin. i just hope that one day he would realize that i am worth of his love. i dream of being with him forever. <3

im an avid fan of twilight

im an avid fan of twilight




my husband